Ira's random scribbles

I have moved on..

2011-03-11T01:06:00.003+08:00

To tumblr! xD

I just wanted to point out some stuff.

2010-08-15T03:08:00.002+08:00

I've been watching a lot of SHINee related videos on youtube and also WGM. :D

soo..

I was just wondering...

oh, lemme just cut the crap. xD

I'd want a romantic yet playful boyfriend who could sing to me. :)

but then not just any song..

I'd specifically want that person to sing me "Nothing Better" from Brown Eyed Soul. :') cause the lyrics are so meaningful.

Here it is. Isn't it just a meaningful song? :')

Oh, I better get to bed now. It's already 3.21 am and I only have less than an hour till sahur. :S

so..

안녕!! ;D

I just felt like blogging.

2010-06-16T02:04:00.007+08:00

DAMN. again?

hmmm..

I really really need to get this blog up and runnin'

speaking of running..

My dad wants me to go jogging with him at 6 later. and I was like, NOOOOOOOO! HAHAHAHA

but nyehh, can't go against my dad. :/

so yeah, I'll get to the point now.

I was like watching tv and my lil bro flipped AXN, and there he was,

the Sony alpha NEX series! :D

OMG OMG OMG.

HAHHAHAHHA.

no no, I mean, there he was,

Oli Pettigrew!

where he introduced me to the Sony alpha NEX-5!

well, I knew about it all along, but then I didn't know the name.

but then I knew Sony was up to something..

I mean, Sony made this sleek camera, a SLR camera, with a DSLR feel.

HAHHAHAHHA!
I am sooooo not an article reviewer. xD

so yeah, read all about them here: http://www.sony.co.uk/hub/dslr?navigationSource=wep&cid=15004895

but then I still love my cybershot though.

but if I could get my hands on the sony alpha...
what'll happen to my cybershot??

I mean, my precious cybershot?
The one that alot of guys touched. :P
HAHHAHAHHA

damnnn, that camera sure is lucky!

HEHHEHE

so
.
.
.

These are in my wishlist...
well, either one.
but preferably NEX-5A. :D
Model:
NEX-3A
NEX-3 Interchangeable lens digital camera
DSLR-style quality and shooting responses: compact and easy to use with interchangeable lenses
14.2 megapixels Exmor APS HD CMOS sensor, HD movie, 7.5cm LCD, Sweep Panorama. 16mm lens.
Small and light with DSLR-like picture quality
Simple operation plus sophisticated creative control
Shoot HD movies and amazing Sweep Panoramas

Model:
NEX-5A
NEX-5 Interchangeable lens digital camera
DSLR-style quality and shooting responses: compact and easy to use with interchangeable lenses
14.2 megapixels Exmor APS HD CMOS sensor, HD 1080i movie, 7.5cm LCD, Sweep Panorama. 16mm lens.
Small and light with DSLR-like picture quality
Simple operation plus sophisticated creative control
Shoot HD movies and amazing Sweep Panoramas

p/s: Umi is a fishhh! xD

omg!!

2010-05-07T00:56:00.005+08:00

OMG. I left this blog unattended and not updated for such a loooooooong time. O.O

but wth.

I have like AS around the corner and I can't go online, and that includes FACEBOOK, TWITTER, PLURK and also BLOGGER! O.o

oh! not to mention YOUTUBE!

sighhhhh.

I can't get some stuff outta my head. :/

and I can't get some stuff INTO my head.

so.. whatever lahh.

oh btw, I want a new ipod. =="

and new stuff.

and yes, I know I'm demanding.

okay then, gotta go back to studying and sleeping late.

and I seriously need to stay away from this laptop of mine.

sigh.

so yeah, Imma gonna be gone for like, 2 months? or maybe one. :O

now, no more blogging. HIATUS!

so, enjoy this while I'm away. :)

love Kevjumba's videos. :D

New haircut!

2010-04-03T01:47:00.002+08:00

Like omg. I just cut my hair and it's kinda short. xS

but not to worry, it's still pretty. No wait..

I'm still pretty. xD HAHAHA

I'll post a picture of me sooon.

oh and the one on facebook isn't it. 'Cause I got bored of my current dp, so I decided to change it.

so yeah.

I'll post a picture of me sooon and change my dp again. xD hehe

so yeah. :p

it's getting late, I better go to bed now.

goooodnight people! (morning~! xD) HAHAHA

surprise.

2010-03-26T02:13:00.005+08:00

this is for all you people who's been accusing me for being a stalker.

and thank you for pointing it out.

you guys are driving me crazy.

so, be a sweeetheart and leave me alone would you?

let me handle this my own way.

go SHOOOOO!

so yeah.

oh and..

"life is all about drama and you'd have to be a great actor in order to survive."

EFFFFFFFFFFFFF!

2010-03-24T23:41:00.003+08:00

whatthefuck.

justleavemealonewouldyou?

thisiswaaaaaaaaytomuch. Ican'ttakethisanymore.

Iamdonestalking, Idon'tstalkanymoreandthereforeyoudon'thavetoworryandbefreakedoutaboutit.

SHEEEEEEEEEESH.

okay?

I hate people who label other people just by judging what they do.

My GOD.

I don't stalk like 24/7 and I don't even know where your house is!

so that doesn't mean I'm a stalker.

and plus, stalkers are extremely creeeeeeeeepy.

and I'm not creeeeeepy. I'm just plain mean.

yes, I am mean. but then I try not to be.

now what do you want from me? :'(

I don't stalk, okay?

I don't.

I have a life for God's sake.

fuck youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu people. leave me alone.

I'm done trying to get your attention, cause it's a waste of time.

and yeah

I DO NOT STALK ANYMORE!

I had a weird dream.

2010-03-23T04:12:00.003+08:00

somehow I dreamt of sir Najib. :O HAHA

and in my dream I was late to class and sir just asked me to sit down and just rolled his eyes at me. like, efff. xD HAHAHA

and then...

well, I ain't gonna tell you the details but yeah somehow after that "scene"...

I was back home. o.O but then, sir Najib was still there! :O and so was the whole psycho class!

OMGGGGG.

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

so yeah. Imma gonna tell Deela this but not to you all, here. xD

oh and I seriously neeeeeeeed to do my homework like ASAP and studyyyyyy my ass off. xD

and and and, I neeeeeeeeeeeeeed fresh air! take me ouuuuuuuut of this house. I wanna go out. :(

wth.

2010-03-17T23:04:00.002+08:00

I feeeeel like gyfiahjdsgfasidjmnjfkabgdskjfojwadsncbfacm.

yeah, and the fact that my tutor called me "irresponsible" and my mum said that I "don't have discipline" made me crazy.

and oh yeah, my mum asked me to copy paste from this pendrive to another pendrive, and I thought the content was the same, so I DELETED the document and pasted another one with the same title to the other. Yes, I permanently DELETED it and now it's gone. G.O.N.E.

GONE!!!

so yeah, ended up crying and my mum scolded me.

but then, in the end my mum said, "biartia." -__________________-"

so yeah, I am uberly pissed today, and for that I thank you people, for making my day the worst.

Sigh.

2010-03-12T18:26:00.006+08:00

˙noʎ ǝʞıl llıʇs ı

sorry. This is so hard.

I accidentally stalked you, but thank God the connection was lagging.

so yeah.

˙ǝsɹoʍ ʇı sǝʞɐɯ ƃuıʞlɐʇ ʇou ǝɹ,ǝʍ ʇɐɥʇ ʇɔɐɟ ǝɥʇ puɐ ¿ǝɯ ǝɹouƃı noʎ uǝɥʍ sʇɹnɥ ʇı ʇɐɥʇ ʍouʞ noʎ ʇ,uop

Happy birthday! ♥

2010-03-07T00:00:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday to my sister, Baz! :D

she specifically wanted me to put up this picture, so yeah.

she's the one on the left, who's using specs and a blingy hairband. xD

and yes, I know what you're thinking, "OMG! you guys look the same!"

well, no. we don't. but then yes we do, 'cause we're sisters, like duuuuh! :p

so yeah, happy birthday sis.

I looooooooooove you! :D

and and, now that you're 18, hurry back home so you can take your driving license test and send me to school. HEHE

so yeah

me love you much much. xD

your ~~baby~~ sister,

Ira ♥

heart.

2010-03-05T23:04:00.003+08:00

I'm searching for fake hearts for sale. sigh.

'Cause I think I don't think I'd have a heart anymore once I get over you.

My heart is like, broken into a million pieces and no one, not even you can fix it.

even if you bought super glue and put all the pieces back together, I can't love anymore.

so yeah.

somehow I feel like singing a sad song, but then I don't have a sad song in my itunes. :(

so yeah.

I don't know how to appear as depressed. 'cause that's not me.

I'm this cheery, bubbly and happy-go-lucky girl.

'cause that's my image.

and apparently I ain't lucky when it comes to love.

sigh.

whatever. it's not like I'd die if I can't love anymore.

but if I could, so..

goodbye then.

well, that's stupid. there's no such thing as dying just because someone doesn't like you.

Pfffft.

hmmm.

I just realised. Why am I this stupid when it comes to love?

I'm always blinded by love, and I always seem to like a person waaaaaaay to deep.

so.. no more.

neeeeeeeeeeeed to move on like seriously.

but then it's too damn hard.

so yeah.

Imma gonna go to sleep now.

trying to get over you, eventhough it's hard,

Ira ♥

sigh.

2010-03-04T15:09:00.001+08:00

I guess it's time to move on now..

eventhough my heart aches, and even if I shed bloody tears, still you won't notice me.

so yeah, goooodbye.

Sigh.

2010-02-27T02:48:00.003+08:00

I found this on facebook, it's one of Iffah's notes.

it's so truee. :(

Ladies, this will make you tear up :)

Fellas, read all of it:)

1-Touch her waist.

2-Talk to her.
3-Share secrets.
4-Give her your jacket.
5-Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?

6-Hug her.
7-Hold her.
8-Laugh with her.
9-Invite her somewhere.
10-Let her be with you when you're with your friends.

Keep reading...

11-Smile with her.
12-Take pics with her.
13-Pull her onto your lap.
14-When she says she loves you more, deny it. fight back.
15-When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it; fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends. It makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking about someone?

16-Always hug her and say, "I love you," whenever you see her.
17-Kiss her unexpectedly
18-HUG HER FROM BEHIND AROUND THE WAIST
19-Tell her shes beautiful- NOT SEXY! She wants to feel pretty- not skanky
20-Tell her the way you feel about her!

Oh, and on that last one... you need to show her you mean it too.

21-Open doors for her, walk her to her car- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22-Tell her she means everything to you, but MEAN IT.
23-If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her- if she denies something being wrong, it means she doesn't want to talk about it, so just hug her.
24-Make her feel loved.
25-Kiss her in front of other girls you know.

We might deny it but we actually LIKE it and WANT you to tickle us-we love to flirt ;P

26-Don't lie to her.
27-Dont cheat on her.
28-Take her anywhere she wants.
29-Txt messege or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her.
30-Be there for her whenever she needs you, and even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can always count on you.

Are you still reading this? You better be- it's important.

31. Hold her close when she's cold so she can hold you too.
32. When you are alone, hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the cheek (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movie, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.
35. Dont ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If she's upset, comfort her.

Remember this next time you are with her...

36. When people diss her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, Link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.
40. When you hug her hold her in your arms as long as possible.

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHE'S LOVED

41. Call her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night.
44. Always remind her how much you love her.

You'll never know when she needs just a little more love.

sigh.
wish you never knew how I felt about you.

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ilikeyousomuchithurtsnottothinkofyoubutwhenithinkofyoumyheartfeelslikepopping.
ifeellikemyheart'sabouttoburstintoamillionpieceswheneverithinkaboutyou.

:(

2010-02-27T00:35:00.003+08:00

I feel down.

don't ask why. 'cause y'know why.

sigh.

I want someone to love me. Just like Justin Bieber's song, love me.

it's there in my playlist somewhere.

but then.. I wonder..

HOW COME?! (wait, you guys don't know what the hell I'm talking about here! xD)

My friends say I’m a fool to think
That you’re the one for me
I guess I’m just a sucker for love
‘Cuz honestly the truth is that
You know I’m never leavin’
‘Cuz you’re my angel sent from above

Baby you can do no wrong
My money is yours
Give you little more because I love ya, love ya
With me, girl, is where you belong
Just stay right here
I promise my dear I’ll put nothin above ya. above ya

Love me, Love me
Say that you love me
Fool me, Fool me
Oh how you do me
Kiss me, Kiss me
Say that you miss me
Tell me what I wanna hear
Tell me you (love me)
Love me, Love me
Say that you love me
Fool me, Fool me
Oh how you do me
Kiss me, Kiss me
Say that you miss me
Tell me what I wanna hear
Tell me you love me

People try to tell me
But I still refuse to listen
'Cuz they don’t get to spend time with you
A minute with you is worth more than
A thousand days without your love, oh your love

Baby you can do no wrong
My money is yours
Give you little more because I love ya, love ya
With me, girl, is where you belong

Just stay right here
I promise my dear I’ll put nothin above ya. above ya

Love me, Love me
Say that you love me
Fool me, Fool me
Oh how you do me
Kiss me , kiss me
Say that you miss me
Tell me what I wanna hear
Tell me you love me.
Love me, Love me
Say that you love me
Fool me, Fool me
Oh how you do me
Kiss me , kiss me
Say that you miss me
Tell me what I wanna hear
Tell me you love me.

My heart is blind but I don’t care
‘Cuz when I’m with you everything has disappeared
And every time I hold you near
I never wanna let you go, oh
Love me, Love me
Say that you love me
Fool me, Fool me
Oh how you do me
Kiss me , kiss me
Say that you miss me
Tell me what I wanna hear
Tell me you love me.
Love me, Love me
Say that you love me
Fool me, Fool me
Oh how you do me
Kiss me , kiss me
Say that you miss me
Tell me what I wanna hear
Tell me you love me

so yeah. love me. xD

but I don't want just anyone to love me. I want you.

damn, that sounded so...

oh wait, I'm soooo demanding.

but yeah, he's not gonna love me anyways.

I'm just wasting my time.

I should just go "fishing" instead.

hmmmmmm.

so yeah.

I miss my sis.

sigh.

and I wish you never knew I liked you.

sigh.

trying to move on but...

I still think you're adorable.

Ira ♥

I was thinking..

2010-02-21T00:41:00.003+08:00

hey people. :)

Do you guys wanna help me out?

I wanna compose a song and dedicate it to all the girls and the guys who've gotten their hearts broken and another song for the ones who've found themselves a crush.

So yeah, email me all your lyrics and I'll try and work out the melody and make it into a song.

Or, you can just post it on my facebook wall. :)

please and thank you.

mahn, I feel so jobless.

I should be like, studying for my June AS, not here, blogging.

Well, I should be in bed by now, but I just felt like blogging.

So yeah.

I don't know why I'm doing this, but I think I'm just trying to move on with my life and just continue to be friends with you.

sigh.

but then..

When I think about the times we used to have, there's this feeling I get, which I can't really describe, 'cause I don't know how.

When I re-read our conversations on msn or facebook, I feel like I want to be that close to you again.

When I think about the memories we shared, my heart just knows it likes you.

And then, some people say, when I talk to him, I blush. I think I have this excessive blushing disorder. Or, I'm always red in school, 'cause it's soooo damn hot!

Oh oh, you people say I treat him differently. Do I? o.O

and and, you guys also think I look too obvious. hmmmm. :/

I am so effing confused right now. :/

I don't know what to do!

♡♡♡ Falling in love is easy, but letting go ain't that easy.

Currently confused and unable to let go,

Ira ♥

hey.

2010-02-19T01:21:00.005+08:00

I think I should move on before things get ugly.

hmmmm. but then, the question is, HOW?

I still like him. and I find it hard to move on and let go, since I see him everywhere I go.

I find it annoying, when people tell me it's obvious. and people tell me I blush.

sigh.

I wish you knew.

I wish you'd treat me well.

I wish you'd talk to me more.

I wish you'd stop talking to that girl.

I wish you'd stop facebooking and tell me to study.

I wish you'd stop me from facebooking and I'll tell you to study.

I wish you'd tell me more of your lame jokes.

I wish you'd love me the way you love her.

I wish you could hear my heart beating for you.

I wish you could hear my heartbeat, whenever you're near.

I wish you could look at me and stare at me.

I wish you could hug me, like a teddy bear!

I wish you could say "I like you" to me.

I wish you could say "you're so sweet" to me.

I wish you could say "I love you" to me.

I wish you could be more than just a friend.

I wish we could be more than just friends.

I wish you could love me the way you love her.

Could this be love?

Can I ever fall in love again, if I ever get over you?

Can I ever be happy, whenever I see you, once I get over you?

how can I talk to you, once I moved on?

how can I respond to you, once I moved on?

I don't know what I should do.

All my friends say, "you blush... you're so obvious... girl, make a move!"

Oh yes, I blush.

Oh yes, I'm being obvious.

but oh no, I ain't making a move.

so yeah.

the one who's always gonna love you till she's bored of you, xx,

Ira ♥

hello.

2010-02-11T23:53:00.004+08:00

I'm confused right now.

I don't know what I should do..

I still like him, when I should really just move on.

BUT THEN, HOW CAN I?

I mean, he's so sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet, I can't possibly get over him that easily.

plus, I see him everywhere.

It's so hard to avoid him...

so yeah. I think I'm just gonna like him 'till I get bored of him. xD

or or!

I find myself a cute junior.

OR better!

A HOT JUNIOR! xD

omg.

HAHAHHAHA.

but then, for the mean time,

I'll just keep my eyes on you.

boy you can't run away from me!

HAHA.

and yes, I stalk.

so..

it's not edited in any way. I took it with my phone. cool right?

it's so obvious.

like duuuuuh!

oh oh, and I think you know that I like you, so yeah.

whatever.

okay then. I'll update you soon.

xx,

Ira ♥'s you, sexy!

I should move on.

2010-02-06T00:29:00.004+08:00

THE SWEETER YOU ARE, THE MORE I LIKE YOU.

Sigh.

I know, I know. WTF was I thinking?

I shouldn't have liked you from the start.

big mistake..

I hope I'd never repeat the same mistake again.

sigh.

I LIKE YOU SO MUCH THAT IT HURTS NOT TO THINK OF YOU!

People see the hyper me everyday when they don't know how I truly feel inside.

it's like as if I'd been stabbed with a knife. and I'm crying inside here.

My heart aches at the sight of you.

It aches, even when I stalk your facebook.

I stalk all your wall posts, your statuses.. I even click the "online" button just to see whether you're still online or not.

I'm not desperate or something.

I just don't like this feeling.

I don't like falling in love.

I don't like the feeling when I find out that you like someone.

I don't like the feeling when I'm missing you.

I don't like the feeling when I'm thinking about you.

I don't like the feeling when I think you're into me.

I don't like it when you give me emoticons in your texts.

I don't like it if you pretend not to notice me.

I don't like it if you tease me around.

I don't like it if I see you with someone else.

I don't like it if you don't talk to me.

I don't like it if I have to pretend.

I don't like it if you lie to me.

I don't like it if I have to pretend not to like you.

I don't like the fact that you know I like you.

I don't like the fact that everyone knows that I like you.

I don't like the fact that I'm not talking to you.

I don't like the fact that you always have girls around you.

I don't like falling in love with you.

I don't like it.

sighh.

somehow, I wish you knew.

but a part of me just wished that my love for you would be kept secret.

and a part of me just wants to be bestfriends with you.

so yeah.

I'm so relieved now that I've said almost everything in my mind right now.

and I'm actually crying doing this post. I don't like this feeling. :(

I'm done blogging. I need some sleep.

AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWH!

2010-01-28T16:15:00.003+08:00

You're so sweeeeeeeeeeeeet.

yes, you are!
HEHEHHE.

why'd you have to be so sweet?

I'm still nervous waiting for my results.

I heard the results are out, but then.. there's nothing in school saying that the results are out yet. :/

hmmmm.

so yeah, I hope I get good results.

AMIN.

so yeah, this is just a quick post.

I'll update you people soon!

xx,

Ira ♥

Sigh.

2010-01-20T22:48:00.004+08:00

Why do I get the feeling that you're avoiding me?

Sigh.

and why do you keep hanging out with ...

And yeah, I know you're trynna avoid her, but do you know that I'm always ~~alone~~?

OH WTH.

anyways, I'm still happy that I get to see you everyday. Every chunk of my time and also my life. xD

so yeah.

xx,

Ira ♥

A very happy week indeed.

2010-01-16T21:15:00.002+08:00

Y'know what? I think I had a veryyy happy week.

'cause there's you and me.

HAHAHAHHAHAH.

apakaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan.

so yeah. I was kinda down during the first few days of the week. However, it turned out to be a fun week. I didn't expect the second week of school to be this fun. HAHA.

oh yeah, during EAS tadi, my group was supposed to act, but then cause Sirril was absent, we had to pospone it till monday. And also Yan's group, 'cause zul was absent.

I don't know if he escaped or something.

but overall, I like Khairul's group cause I laughed so hard at some of the parts. I won't tell the details here. and I want a copy of the video from Maria! HEHEHEHE. oh oh, and maria's group, me like.

oh btw, Yan asked me if I wanted to join EQUINOX. and I was like, "apakan equinox ani ah?" but I didn't say it out loud!

They were looking for people to join, but then.. Val said it's a cca, so..

I can't just join it and then abandon the drama club..

hmm. But then, there's this rumour that the drama club is flooded by the upper 6 students. I wonder.. if the junies kan join the club, would the seniors have to like, drop out or something?

damn it. I have homework and I hate it. I hate economics 'cause I seriouslyy don't get the topic and 'cause sir is always giving us mcq homework. and I also have a psychology essay that's half a page and due this wednesday. For e.lit, we're supposed to make a timeline, Jane's journey from the beginning till the end. BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORING!

but, we had this brilliant idea! you'll just have to see it for yerself to believe it. HAHHAHA.

so yeah, this post is getting boring-er by the second. so.. I better stop.

ttfn! Till I blog again. HAHA.

hello there.

2010-01-07T23:04:00.004+08:00

Have you guys ever heard of f(x)? Well, I do. And I'm like, their biggest fan. I mean, no. 1. HAHA

so yeah, I like all their songs and I like the one by Krystal and Luna, "Step by me."

go google it.

HAHAHHA. XD

oh yeah, I was bored so I just searched for people on facebook.

And I typed in my ex-crush's name. (I had a crush on him waaaaaaaaay back, in 2008. During tuition. XD)

NYAAHHAHAHAHHA.

I just realised that he's not that ...

Handsome. I suppose.

HAHHAHAHAAH! jahat eh.

well, I am. So, deal with it.

So yeah. I'm glad I'm over him. As long as I don't see him anymore, then it's okay.

And seriously, he needs to cut his hair. He looks soooooooo emo.

come to think of it, I didn't fall for his looks, but for his english accent. He has this uhhhmaiiiizing accent. so yeah.

I think I fall for guys from every aspect.

1. looks (most important here!)

2. accents (HAHA!)

3. cuuuuteness (Isn't this supposed to be under no. 1?)

4. sexy-ness (wtf!)

and there's more, though I'd like to list them, I choose not to.

~~HAHAHAHA. I think I better stop.~~

oooh oooh, I remember I had a crush on this guy, whom I just met. Well, we didn't really talk to each other or somethin'.

but I just think he's reaaaaaaaaaaaaalllly cute. XD

HEHEHE.

oh yeah, and you guys know the one last year and this year right?

OMG! you don't?! hahaha.

If you wanna know so badly, just ask me, I won't bite ya. :)

so yeah, it's getting late and I need to sleep and wake up early to finish Jane Eyre ~~crap~~.

p.s: I know who you like NOW Val! HEHEHHEHE.

p.p.s: I won't tell anyone!

I don't know why.

2010-01-05T16:00:00.008+08:00

youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.

I hate you.

yes, I HATE you.

ISHHHHHHHH.

you look for me whenever you need me only.

Don't I mean anything to you?

YIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIH.

I don't think I'm going to talk to you ever. well, I don't know if I can do that.

but all I know is, you're not my friend.

*looks away*

oooooooooooookay, that's too harsh.

I don't know what to dooooo. :'(

stop looking for me if you need help.

look for me when you don't need help.

that'll put a smile on my face. :)

I didn't mean those things I said. I'm taking them back.

Sorry.

Happy new year!

2010-01-03T01:32:00.003+08:00

damn. new year tiaaaaa. GRRRRRRRRRR.

and and and I need to change my template like seriouslyy!

sigh. it's like, I haven't gone out during the hols, so yeah. I don't feel like going to school yett.

I wannnnnt more more more! YIIIIIISH.

I'm not readyyy for school wahhh.

I'm not ready to face..

YOU.

I'm not completely over you yet. I'm not trying to though.

everytime I think of you, my heart aches.

I feel like dying.

EH EH EH! enough.

NO. I won't die just because of a guy.

so yeah, you and me, we had a lot of memories back in 2009.

I just hope those memories last forever.

xx, ira.

I wish everyone a happy new year, eventhough it's a bit late.

so yeah, wish me luck for monday, the very first day of senior year.

DAMN, I'm excited. NOT.

well, half is, and half isn't.

oh yeah, I'm too cute to be an upper six. HAHA!

too cute and and and ........

fill in the blank.

so yeah, see you peeps on monday!

SENIOR YEAR HERE WE GO!

I looooooooooooooooooooooove Dave Days!

2009-12-29T01:37:00.002+08:00

If you're wondering who the hell is Dave Days, go google him and youtube him. He's just awesome. AWESOME! XD

OKAY, I knowwww I'm obsessed. But then, who wouldn't?

HEHEHHE. here's more.
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This is my favourite! "I'm better than your boyfriend" pop version.

I even commented on the video myself. XD XD

and and and, here's a rap version of the song.

DAMNNNNN. Isn't he awesome? HEHEHHEHE.

OH YEA! I also like ChrisC.

Go look for them on youtube. Search for davedays and iamchrisc.

HEHHEEHE.